I have only been with older gay men - the first time, I was 13, hitchhiking home after school and had just finished smoking a joint and a fat man about 55 picked me up. I got in the car and said hello; as I turned to him I noticed that his tee shirt was pulled up over his belly and his pants were unzipped down so far I could see his pubic hair. Under my feet, the floor was covered with magazines. As I went to go move them, I noticed that the covers were covered with pictures of sex between teenage boys and older men. I had never seen anything like that before, and I started to blush. When I turned my head to see if he had seen me, he smiled at me and pulled me over to him by my belt loop and said, "Try not to step on them, they're very expensive and hard to get." I could tell how strong he was by how easily he pulled me over to him. He left his hand on my upper thigh, but I pretended not to notice. He turned right and pulled over on a small little street; I thought it was to move the magazines. He must have smelled the pot on me because he smiled and said, "I bet a guy your age loves to get stoned". He said the pot was kid stuff, and asked me if I had ever tried poppers; I told him no, I didn't know what they were, so you reached into his pocket and he handed me a little brown bottle. He told me to take two big sniffs, but I told him I didn't know what he meant. He said that was okay - the first time everybody needed some help. When he went to go put the bottle under my nose and hold my nostril, he put his thumb on my lips and told me it might be easier if my mouth was open. When I opened my lips a little, he slid his thumb in and told me that I had to open my mouth just enough to cover his thumb in order to get a good hit. I am sure I was blushing beet red; he said I wasn't doing it right, them islets should just be barely touching his thumb. He said, "Look, your lips should be this far open, barely touching my thumb," and started to push his thumb back and forth in my mouth. I didn't know what to think; there I was on the side of the road with a man holding my head, and making me suck his thumb. Then he held the bottle up to my nose and told me to take the deepest sniff I could, one in each nostril. I did, and the next thing I knew, he was pushing my head down toward his lap. As I opened my eyes, I saw that his penis was out of his pants, very stiff and very big. My mouth was still open from before, and he lifted his hips while pushing me down, and his big penis went right in my mouth. I had never actually seen a man's erection before; it was huge and stiff. I don't know why, maybe it was the poppers, but there I was, my head spinning, and letting a man pump is penis back and forth in my mouth. He said that was perfect, that I should make an o-shape with my mouth like I was taking a hit. He held the bottle under my nose eight and ten more times, and since I couldn't breathe through my mouth, I kept getting rush after rush. Suddenly, I noticed that I was getting hard, and that the head of my penis was sticking out from under the bottom of my shorts. I was very embarrassed that I was getting excited because I was letting a man was push his penis in my mouth. He said that it was natural to get hard while I was sucking on him, and to pull my own cock out and play with it. He kept holding the poppers under my nose while he was making me go up and down on him. I knew it was nasty to do, but the poppers made me crazy. I got so excited that I had my first orgasm right there while he was making me suck on him. Even after I came, he made me keep going up and down over him all the way to his house. When we went inside, he also had some coke and speed that he shared with me. His roommate, who was around 60 also, came home and got with us. What was so exciting was the way they wanted to have sex. One would hold my head while I was on my knees and push it back and forth over the other ones hard penis, or making me lie on my back and doing like pushups over my mouth. They kept giving me hits of poppers and speed while I did it and telling me stuff like I liked to get it pumped in my mouth like a girl and what a soft pussy mouth I was to fuck. I don't know why but I kept going back over to their house. When their tenant moved out, I moved in to the guest house behind their house. They don't make me pay rent, but they like to invite their pals over and make me suck dick while they watch and say how to be a good mouth boy for my elder. They also like to ass and mouth fuck me with dildos while everyone smokes coke and speed and make me do girl stuff to them in front of the landlords.